I can't believe it has been 37 years, sometimes I wish I could go back to when we were little and start over again - tell you not to go out on your bike that day. What people don't see, what they don't understand the trauma it has on the rest of the family. A part of my parents souls were gone forever when you passed away and the trauma it brought upon all of your siblings. I understood everything that was going on, I saw the pain on the faces of your friends, the ones who witnessed what happened. I don't know, all I know is that we as a family were in a lot of pain for a very long time and your absence has been missed.